When there is something irking but over time you have accustomed yourself to its bugging habits. so you bury it along with other mundane things. Well, that thing keeps you from sleeping when you need it - its slow burning in your chest.
I'm frustrated. Very frustrated.
Two of my close friends have problems I can't fix. Nothing I can do to stop from hurting. At the same time, I don't want to be reminded of their problems because it makes me feel inadequate. I can't help them. So that is why I am still up after only getting 3 hours of sleep last night. I'm being bugged by my heart. every where I turn i see problems for goodness sake I can look at myself as see pain. And I can't ignore it. I think I need a break from people, major break so my heart and mind can stop worrying.
But now I need to sleep.
this didn't really help
oh well.
