I know its been a couple of days. Fams been moving around a lot so by the time I got back it would be too late to do anything but sleep. Anywho, what is there to say...I feel pressured. I think that it is the right word to use. Everywhere I look money is needed. Money that I am not currently making a lot of and wish I had more. That leads to me thinking about my dream - literally dream about this every night.
To be another person is so much easier for me than being myself. I find that scary and enlightening at the same time. But as my parents have said over and over...entertainment is not a stable career option...so is that what I would imagine them to say if I told them. So that is what I've been thinking about lately. How to balance my dreams with the praticality of life - if that makes sense.
*sigh*
lemme ponder...

peace